it's time to trust

Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him.

- Psalm 28:6-7

I have always been the type of person that relies only on myself.

It is hard for me to give up stuff, simple stuff like teaching someone how to maintain a spreadsheet sends me into a tailspin of freaking out because I have to trust someone else to do what I do.

I need to learn to trust, not necessarily the people, but God.

My prayer is to ask God to  help me to trust Him.

I turn over my fears,  my tears, I will trust Him.

I give up my anger, my frustration, I will trust Him.

I don’t want my  doubt, my unbelief, I want to trust Him,

I want to trust Him with every detail of my life, with every moment.

Lord, help me trust You.