to be honest

Immediately the boy’s father exclaimed, "I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!"
- Mark 9:24 (NIV)
 
I haven’t always been a Christ follower.
Even now, after following Him through most of my adult life — after teaching Sunday School, leading Bible studies, praying with others, and even doing some preaching — there are still moments when I honestly feel like I don’t believe.
Not because I don’t know who God is.
But because life gets heavy, uncertainty creeps in, and fear whispers that I need to be the one in control.
There are times I convince myself that if something is going to get done, I need to handle it. I need to fix it, protect it, plan it, manage it — because the only person I can truly count on is me.
And if I’m honest, that mindset is exhausting.
It sounds strong on the surface, but underneath it is fear. Fear of disappointment. Fear of waiting. Fear that letting go might leave me vulnerable.
But the truth is, I am not meant to carry everything alone.
And it’s a good thing that belief isn’t dependent on perfection.
Because if it were left entirely up to me, I would make a mess of things.
The father in Mark 9 gives one of the most honest prayers in Scripture: “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief.”
He didn’t pretend to have perfect faith. He brought his struggle directly to Jesus.
And Jesus didn’t reject him for it.
Sometimes faith isn’t loud certainty.
Sometimes faith is quietly admitting, Lord, I’m struggling to trust You right now.
And maybe that honesty is where deeper faith begins.
 
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I don't understand

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.
- Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV)
 
As humans, we often choose paths that seem right in the moment.
Sometimes an opportunity looks perfect on paper — the timing feels right, the title sounds impressive, the money makes sense, and the next step appears obvious.
I once had the opportunity to move into a different role at work. It came with a promotion, more responsibility, and better pay. When the offer came through, I didn’t spend much time thinking about it. I definitely didn’t pray about it.
I simply said yes.
At first, it felt like the right move.
But within a year, I was miserable. I wasn’t good at the job, and because of that, I didn’t enjoy it. My manager and I struggled to work well together, and every day felt heavier than the one before.
I just wanted out.
Eventually, I left the role — but not before difficult words were exchanged and painful actions left lasting marks. The experience created a blemish on my professional career that I still work to overcome.
Looking back, I realize something important:
Not every open door is meant to be walked through.
Sometimes we move ahead because something looks good, sounds good, or makes sense financially. We trust our own understanding without slowing down to ask God if the path is truly ours to take.
Proverbs 3 reminds us not to lean entirely on what we think is right.
That doesn’t mean we’ll never make mistakes. It means we can learn to pause before rushing forward — to invite God into the decision instead of asking Him to fix it afterward.
Faith doesn’t always provide a full roadmap.
Sometimes it simply asks us to slow down long enough to listen.
 
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God is still good

Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in Him.
- Psalm 34:8 (NIV)
 
Bad things happen to good people.
It doesn’t matter if you sit in church every Sunday, sing in the choir, or attend every small group during the week. It doesn’t matter if you volunteer for nonprofits, spend your life helping others, or try your best to make the world a better place.
Life doesn’t hand out exemptions from heartbreak.
Whether you’re quietly faithful or boldly outspoken about your beliefs, the truth remains the same — our world can turn upside down in a matter of seconds.
I haven’t had the easiest life. There have been seasons marked by deep heartbreak and difficult circumstances. Some came from my own choices. Others arrived through situations completely outside my control.
Pain doesn’t always come with explanations.
And when life hurts, it can be tempting to question God’s goodness. We may wonder why He allowed something to happen, why prayers seemed unanswered, or why healing didn’t come the way we hoped.
But I’ve learned something through the hardest seasons:
God’s goodness is not measured by whether life goes smoothly.
It is measured by His presence in the middle of it.
Psalm 34:8 invites us to taste and see that the Lord is good. Not just when life is easy. Not just when prayers are answered quickly. But even when the road feels heavy and uncertain.
Because while circumstances may shift, God’s character does not.
I may not understand every heartbreak, but I know this — I have never walked through pain alone.
God has always been there.
 
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halfway faith

But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.
- James 1:6 (NIV)
 
Danger can lurk around every corner — especially on a motorcycle.
I was in a bad motorcycle accident in my late teens that nearly cost me my life. Since then, I’ve watched close friends lose their lives or suffer permanent injuries because of motorcycle wrecks. Some accidents came from reckless choices. Others were simply wrong place, wrong time.
So when my wonderful husband wanted a motorcycle, my first reaction was an immediate oh heck no.
It took him eight years to convince me to let him get one. Another two years before I would even ride on the back. Then three more years before I finally got my license.
Even then, I didn’t fully commit.
I had my permit three separate times before I finally stopped hesitating, took the safety course, and earned my license. I love riding now. There’s freedom in it, peace in it, a connection to the road and the world around you that’s hard to explain.
But if I’m honest, fear still rides with me sometimes.
Knowing what can happen. Seeing the accidents. Losing friends. It makes me want the safety of a car more than the vulnerability of a bike.
And sometimes faith looks a lot like that.
We want to trust God — but only partway. We stand close enough to say we believe, but not close enough to fully let go of control. We hold onto backup plans, emotional walls, or safe distances because commitment feels risky.
Halfway faith isn’t always rebellion. Sometimes it’s fear disguised as caution.
James reminds us that doubt leaves us unsettled, pulled in different directions. Not because God is unreliable, but because we haven’t fully decided whether we trust Him enough to surrender.
Faith doesn’t mean fear disappears.
It means we stop letting fear decide how deeply we commit.
 
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change the lens

When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.
- Psalm 56:3 (NIV)
 
I am terribly afraid of storms.
Growing up in Iowa, tornado warnings meant heading to the storm cellar. It was dark, damp, cold, and to my childhood mind, surely full of spiders. I remember sitting there listening to the wind outside, waiting for the storm to pass, feeling trapped between fear and uncertainty.
As I got older, the storm cellar was considered unsafe, so we moved to the basement instead. It was better, but still never felt comforting. Storms always carried a sense of helplessness for me.
Now I live in Arkansas, where storms can become serious quickly. I’ve seen destruction up close — broken trees, damaged homes, the aftermath that lingers long after the clouds clear. And if I’m honest, that fear never fully left me.
Fear has a way of changing how we see things.
When storms roll in, I don’t focus on the beauty of rain or the sound of thunder. I focus on what could happen. Fear shifts my perspective toward worst-case scenarios.
And sometimes we do the same thing with God.
When life feels uncertain, we can begin to see Him through the lens of fear instead of faith. We may wonder if He is distant, silent, or unconcerned. Not because God has changed — but because fear changes what we focus on.
Psalm 56:3 doesn’t say if we are afraid. It says when.
Fear will come. Storms will come. But trust reminds us that God remains steady, even when our hearts are not.
 
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peace

 You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you!
- Isaiah 26:3 (NLT)
 
After a week like this… after all the noise, the battles, the ups and downs… peace can feel a little out of reach.
Not because we don’t want it—
but because life doesn’t exactly slow down long enough for us to catch it.
There’s always something pulling at our attention.
Something to worry about, think through, figure out, or carry.
And if we’re not careful, our thoughts can end up fixed on everything except the One who gives us peace.
But this verse is so simple… and so direct.
Peace isn’t found in everything going right.
It’s found in where we place our focus.
“All whose thoughts are fixed on You…”
That word fixed gets me.
Not drifting. Not occasionally checking in.
Fixed. Steady. Intentional. Anchored.
Because the truth is, whatever we fix our minds on… that’s what fills us.
If we stay focused on the stress, we feel overwhelmed.
If we stay focused on the unknowns, we feel anxious.
But when we turn our focus back to God—who He is, what He’s done, how faithful He’s been—something begins to settle in our hearts.
Not because everything around us changed… but because we did.
And maybe that’s where worship has been leading us all week.
It’s not just a weapon for the battle.
It’s the pathway to peace.
Every time we choose to worship—whether it’s through a song, a prayer, or just a quiet moment of turning our thoughts back to Him—we’re gently fixing our eyes where they belong.
And in that place… peace follows.
Real peace. Lasting peace. His peace.
 
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chains

About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them. Suddenly there was such a violent earthquake that the foundations of the prison were shaken. At once all the prison doors flew open, and everyone’s chains came loose.
- Acts 16:25-26 (NIV)
 
Midnight.
Not the highlight of the day. Not the moment when everything feels hopeful and full of light. Midnight is the heavy part—the quiet, the dark, the place where everything can feel a little harder.
And that’s exactly where Paul and Silas found themselves.
Beaten. Chained. Sitting in a prison cell.
If anyone had a reason not to worship, it was them.
But instead of complaining… instead of questioning…
they started praying and singing.
In the dark. In the pain. In the middle of it all.
That kind of worship is different.
It’s not based on comfort or circumstances.
It’s a declaration that says, “God, even here… You are still worthy.”
And then something incredible happens.
Not before they started worshiping.
Not after everything got better.
But in the middle of their praise—the chains broke.
The doors opened. The ground shook.
Worship didn’t just fill the room… it shifted the situation.
And I can’t help but notice—everyone’s chains came loose.
Their worship didn’t just impact them. It impacted the people around them too.
That’s the power of it.
When we choose to worship in our hardest moments, something begins to move. Maybe not always in ways we can see right away… but something is breaking, something is loosening, something is shifting.
Because worship is a weapon.
It reaches into the darkest places and reminds us—and everyone listening—that God is still bigger than what we’re facing.
So whatever “midnight” moment you might be in…
don’t underestimate what your worship can do there.
 
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